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Just a Post before I go
June 24, 2005 | Category: Mother to the First Power
Knowing that each day we prepare him more and more to head off into the world and find his own bliss, I try and grab the moments now. While he is young. And press them into my memories...
I lasted until 4:20PM today and then I couldn't stand it any more. I called my neighbor, who was watching Bear, and told her I was on my way to get my kid.
He met me at the door. Covered in the remnants of a day - paint splotches, popsicle juice, lunch stains, dirty knees.
He grinned.
I grinned back.
I touched his hair, his face, and then hugged him close.
We gathered up his stuff, treasures, extra clothes and trouped back to our house. My neighbor followed with his carseat, and as we were putting it back in the van, Bear announced he was tired.
I suggested he go in the house and rest in the air conditioning while I finished chatting with our neighbor.
A few minutes later, I followed.
In the doorway, his sandals.
On the couch, his hat.
On the table, his treasures.
In his bed, nearly zonked, Bear.
"Hi," I said softly, pulling up the sheet.
"Hi," he said with a yawn and drooping eyes.
"Why didn't you nap over at the neighbor's house?"
"It was fun there. But I like sleeping at home the best." he said.
"Hmm," I agreed.
"I missed you," he said, as he reached out and pulled my hand to his chest and closed his eyes. Then he fell into sleep.
And I melted. Quietly, so I wouldn't wake him.
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