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All Aboard the Clue Train
March 02, 2005 | Category: Mother to the First Power
So, Bear is now an Orange Belt in his young kids martial arts program.
He tested last Saturday (his kicks are more like hops, but hey - he's 4) and afterwards, the tester asked who would like to be promoted to orange belts. Bear shot his arm up and bounced, his little body tight as a drum with excitement.
When the tester told him to come to the front and get his new belt, I just about burst into tears with happiness for him.
No, wait. I DID burst into tears.
So, about last night.
Normally, CD takes Bear to class twice a week. Last night I did it because he was running late.
I thought it would be like it had been on Saturday, all the parents cheering for all the kids. After all, you have never seen a more egalitarian or cheerful dojo in all your life.
The instructors are every color, gender, and age. The teaching approach, while grounded in respect and tradition, just oozes kindness and support. The kids LOVE this place, it is bright and happy. They line up early and press their faces against the glass wall that divides the spectators from the mats.
Was I ever an ignoramous. So totally missed the clue train that I think I was in the wrong station.
The mother next to me asked which one was "mine" and I pointed out Bear. (He's easy to spot - being the youngest one and, oh yeah, that BRIGHT ORANGE HAIR.) She pointed out "hers", a big girl who she said was 7 years old.
She then spent the next 40 minutes telling me what Bear (and everyone else) was doing wrong. And what her daughter was doing right.
The father on my left pointed out his son. He had 2 little girls squirming on his lap, but in his free seconds he provided me with color counter-commentary to the woman on my right.
The lady standing behind me started to chime in. Her daughter has been doing martial arts for a year now, and so obviously she was an expert. She raised the bar by telling us what the teachers were doing wrong.
Finally, I couldn't take it anymore.
I burst.
When the first woman informed me that Bear's feet weren't parallel, I interrupted her.
"I don't care," I said, cutting her off.
"Well, you see..."
" I. Don't. Care." I repeated.
"You will when he falls down in competition..."
I refused to respond.
"That's your son?" Lady #2 asked me. "Why is he always raising his hand?"
"He likes to be called on, is my guess," I answered.
"Well..."
"Is that your son?" Lady #1 asked right over my lap to the man on the other side. "He would be a good sparring partner for her son," she indicated me.
"OK," I interrupted. Again. "Look. No offence meant but I'm just here to watch my son. And he's just here to work off some energy and have fun."
Silence. Ahhhhh.
Then. Behind me. Lady #2 to Lady #1. Sotto voce; "She'll learn."