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How old is old enough?
January 23, 2009 | Category: Mother to the First Power
I did something this morning that I'm still conflicted about.
We're temporarily living with one car. By and large, this means no car for me and Bear because CD usually has to be at work on the south side of Chicago before 6AM. It's a 40-minute drive but because of the vagaries of the CTA, it's a 2.5+ hour commute on public transport.
However, this morning CD's destination turned out to be about a mile away. He needed a ride, though, because it's colder than a witch's uh whatever - in Idaho. And uphill both ways.
Because Bear was up late and has school this morning, I was really nervous about hauling him into the van while it was still dark out. Just to wake him up to then try and put him back to sleep.
I dithered about it last night. And finally decided that I would leave him in the house, alone, for the 7 or 8 minutes it would take to drive CD to his stop.
Bear agreed to it, readily. So this morning, I half-woke him and warned him I was leaving and would be back soon. I left his cell phone in reach, pre-programmed with my number. I left Sara, the Guardpoodle, resting across the bottom of the bed. I checked the gas, heat, electric. I made sure all the doors and windows were locked.
Drove CD the mile, practically threw him out of the van, and raced home.
Everything was fine.
Of course it was.
I didn't make this decision easily. He's only 8. The first time my mom left me in the house alone, I was 17. But several things have happened lately that have signaled that Bear is maybe more mature than I was at his age. And this was, truly, an aberrative event - normally I have 3 different neighbors who are happy to have Bear or come over and wait with him when I have to do things like run to the drug store when he's sick.
On the one hand, neither Bear nor I felt it was a big deal once I got home that he's been alone for less than 10 minutes. On the other hand, during that time, I kept imagining all kinds of disasters.
Normal? Not? I don't know.
How old were you when you were left alone for the first time?
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